Suyu Blog

SAD & ANGRY TTM!!!

2010-10-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

I'm begin forgotten by my family....
Totally sad to the MAX!!!!!

How could them be so easily forgotten me??
HAIZ X100!!!!!!

My heart totally sunk into the deep blue sea..
I couldn't find a words to speak up for their action..
It totally hurts into my heart..

I don't want to talk!!
The feeling is really ttm.....

Suyu

ARE U DUMD OR STUPID??

2010-06-10T00:55:00.002+08:00

ARG!!!!! tdy paper i did very very badly...
i take it too lightly already..
everything just happen too fast and past!!

I regretted!!
totally very disappointed and depress now..
whole heart sunk into deep blue sea..

my heart is freeze up once again..
i doesn't want to talk, i doesn't want to know...

suyu :((

3 days to F3

2010-06-06T02:33:00.002+08:00

my first acca paper is only 3 days away..
stress is all over head and body..
good luck to me pls...

i really need the luck to pass..
congrat ettrick pass his F1..
really hope i could make it thro..

i think i have to quit ntuc soon...
really need a full time job with fix hr and fix monthly income..

SUYU JIA YOU!!!
sebas, ettrick and meiying...
let work hard for exam okay??

GOOD LUCK!!!

suyu

4th day of study week~

2010-06-03T16:39:00.003+08:00

have no conclusion on my revision..
wat i can say it only SUX!!!!!
too last min...

i feel nothing can go in my brain..
haix...
stress is climbing all over my head..
it killing me soon~

thanks jerome for teaching me ytd..
own u one meal...
will find u out after my exam okay??

sebas is coming out to study tgt,
due to my laziness...

okay la..
revision start again~
haix!!

Suyu

2010-05-13T15:12:00.001+08:00

secret that have to keep to myself~~
haix..

i feel that i made the wrong choice again..
so sorry~

not to comment much better..

Suyu

exam~

2010-05-12T11:58:00.002+08:00

stress is climbing up to my head....
i feel so stress and helpless!!
haix....

dunno wat i have been doing in class...
everything seem to do understand in class but when doing self revision,
nothing come to my mind...~

haix..

i really dunno how am i going to pass my exam like that.
hope there really miracle lo...

thanks wk giving some encouraging words.
"The word impossible comes from the word i'm possible.... "

Suyu

PASSION

2010-04-27T00:46:00.003+08:00

it has be something that every week i looking forward for...
but time passes, it had changed!!
it becoming something that i hate or i dont want to care anymore..

hate it so so so much because of "HIM"
arg....

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE YOU TO THE CORE!!!

pls fuck off from my sight,
i doesn't want to talk to you...
pls fuck off far far away from me...
i wont know what i doing if i'am not in good mood...
you better dont come towards me and talk rubbish to me!!
i will mayb kick your ass and walk off....

FUCK TO MARS OR ANY OTHER PLACES!!!

Suyu

2010-03-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

Complicated feeling....

Wanted to take out my book and study,
end up playing computer the whole day again!!

Haiz...
When i can really stop this bad habit..??
Tml work, den wed off..

Next 2 week Monday class has move forward to 9.30am instead of 10am.
Haiz..

My F1 really cannot make it sia..
Hope there someone can really explain to me what does those English really mean..

Hate theory so much..
But I have no choice...
I need the cert, so MUST STUDY!!

Hope I'll open out my book and start study ba..

Suyu

16 March 1.48am

2010-03-16T01:48:00.003+08:00

Feel so emo at this moment..
feeling so down out of sudden..
feel like crying, feel like everything sunk into the deep blue sea..

shoulder start to be tends again..
when can i go thro this period?
have i really make the correct choice?
is that what i want?

I really wonder how long this will it be..
I'm really feel so so so stress!!
Can somebody lend me a big shoulder??

How I wish there is....

haiz........

1.53am, think I go sleep liao ba..
tml 10am to 1pm class,
5pm to 10.30pm work..
wonder when will this stop??

Suyu
-_-,

5th day of March!!

2010-03-05T13:04:00.002+08:00

LOL....
so happy ya, i finally got my pay come in.
waited for 1month plus...
since 21Jan i haven't got any $$ coming in lo..

now finally feel relief..
shoulder not so heavy suddenly =)

gonna work hard ya..
ntuc pay is not bad ya..
like the ppl there..
all so friendly...
aunty so nice.. =D

happy~~

gonna study really hard now..
i can slowly feel the stress that coming in..
god, please bless me i can pass 3 paper tgt..
so to move on to next level....
=D

Suyu

1st of March!

2010-03-01T01:29:00.002+08:00

It was March already!!
OMG....
tis year, really pass very very fast..
now already MARCH!!!

i haven't being studying and saving any $$ up..
zzz...
dunno whether i can safety pass my paper and able to continue with paper 4 to 6..

see how ba..
it so so so hard!!!

gonna study hard!!

Suyu

Enjoy single life

2010-02-24T15:59:00.002+08:00

Actually being single is also not a very bad choice..
=)
kind of like it..
no stress, no quarrel, no jealousy, etc.....

Slack at home since 2plus after school..
Now waiting time to go training! =)
My motivation not to get lazy..
Haha!!

Today lesson was good ya..
Kind of understand what lecturer teaching =)
Due to some was learn in ITE.

Thanks so much to ITE teacher..
Make me do so so so many revision or pass year paper, until now some of the question that appeared i can do it =)

Actually going ITE wasn't a bad one..
So be positive going ITE, cos u learn more than what was taught outside =)

Off to training..

Suyu

home sweet home 2nd day

2010-02-21T02:07:00.002+08:00

2day at home..
kind of bored..
every night my father and his fren mahjong session..
zzz...

Don't know what are my feeling now..
no words can explain it out..

"HAIZ"

Suyu

2010-02-20T00:39:00.002+08:00

sadSadSad!!!!!

feeling are all over my eyes...
tonight are lonely..

wonder this is my start or our end?

I don't know you notice any changes in ur hse a not,
but in my msg already clearly said..

none a words from you that i am waiting for..
getting more disappointed every min and hr...

fren can only can be fren, how could it become that way?
have you ever think of my feeling saying that?

if i nvr saw it, so izzit mean you gonna continue happily do that?
what am i to you??

you still have to mood to slp..
haiz..

i feel i can't hold on tis anymore..
enough of hurts from you..
my tears are like free flow..

i doesn't want cry anymore..
hate the sour feeling around my heart..
hate the person that don't know it hurts me..

hate myself MORE!!!!!
fuck to hell..

Suyu

Morning!!!

2010-02-11T11:01:00.002+08:00

my first post in the morning for 2010.
thanks to myself so hardworking..
waking up so early..
haha!!

no la!!!
actually is eileen's message wake me up.
LOL.

Later going shopping and lunch with her =D
think she has waited very long liao..
HAHA!!

not yet buy new year cloth...
zzz
dunno where the $$ come to buy oso..
haiz..

nvm lo..
see how ba..

Suyu

Such a long date to my salary

2010-02-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

Haiz..

I'm dying without $$$$$$$$
my salary please come fast!!
I really dying soon...

Study are still okay..
but no revision was done yet..
HAHA!!!
due to lazy and have computer to use.
and tt why i'm updating my blog =D

Almost the whole week working 5 to 10.20pm..
But ytd was drag until 11pm den off to go..
=(
so ke lian..
plus no transport back home..
zzz

lucky i staying at daniel hse.
if not i really need to walk back to hougang.
I think tt will kill me man..

Hope today 10pm can close counter and by 10.20pm finish counting all my sales...
Even tml no school but i feel, i'm lack of sleeping time..
Dark circle are more and more dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG...

I think CNY I'll scare ppl with my dark circle ba..
HAHA!!

need to nap awhile before i go work.
bye~

Suyu

CANT SLEEP!!!!!!

2010-02-05T02:35:00.003+08:00

haiz..

my time since like going up side down..
night was like morning to me and morning are night to me..
zzz

very hard to get into slp in the night..
mayb something are running thro in my mind..

i dunno why, or wat wrong with me..
something seem like changing..

haiz..

dunno where to start and how to end..
let nature take it cause ba..

hope it won't get worst..

tml 4pm to 10pm working..
haiz..
not sure oso..

hope my salary can faster come.
i really not enough to support myself liao..

$$ are REALLY HARD TO EARN!!

Suyu

4th day of feb..

2010-02-04T14:00:00.002+08:00

time passed so fast!
now is already 2nd month of 2010.
but yet, i haven't do any revision on my study.

haiz..
kind of lazy, no mood, disappointed and etc and etc..

lost of motivation to do anything that in mind.
hate the feeling of fail in life..

doesn't want see that words in my life.
but....
as time go by, when we are big..
this words tend to be appearing everywhere!!!!!

hope i can walk out if it...
now the most important thing is my study and work hard for $$..
dunno when this kind of life will end....??

god, led me thro pls..
I'm kind of lost in my way already..
why aren't u standing beside me??

haiz..

hope this difficult period will pass thro fast.
i feel like i cant catch up my breadth already..

Suyu
=(

FAILED!!!!

2010-02-02T14:42:00.003+08:00

Tis words appeared again..!!
haiz..

super sad la..
did one careless mistake in circuit and FUCK the honda white car that just cut into my lane when i was doing right turn.. end up turning into the wrong lane..
zzz

alot of minus point when driving outside..
haiz..

try again on 23 April..
it is super long..
but no choice..

stupid me, choice 8.25am again..
zz

hope the next one will be a better one ba..

Suyu

TP tml...........................

2010-02-01T21:31:00.003+08:00

ARG......................

today can't do parking properly and even srew up everything in the circuit...
zzz

uncle get inpatient with me..
LOL..

Hope tml will be okay..
GOD BLESS PLS!!!!

Suyu

first post for 2010

2010-02-01T00:23:00.001+08:00

1 Feb 2010
& it's my first post for the year 2010...

anyway nobody bother to see oso...
it was a busy year for me..
=(
need to study, work and car prac...

hope my TP on 2 Feb will go thro la..
If not i really had a hard time..

The whole feb is been planned to work..
Haiz..

Bo pian la..
No $$

Hope can fine even better jobs la..
Dunno will i pass my Paper 1 a not...
always say want study..
end up play fb or Internet...
zz

recently very stress...
dunno why oso..
stress until like when on the bus listening to music..
tears will start roll down by itself...

hope tis kind of period will go thro fast....
I really cant take it anymore....!!

Tml must must must must go pray for my Tuesday TP!!!
if really go thro at least it not so tight for me..

Have no idea when the stupid Subway manager will reply my msg and ask me return my stuff...
I really hate working @ subway lo..
Everything need to do..
zzz

like hell lo..
at least now working at ntuc, althought is busy like hell..
but at least i'm just cashier..

no need do so much thing..

haiz..

hope $$ will drop from the sky la huh...
i gonna dream of tt soon...

LOL!!!
night...

Suyu

Monday works =)

2009-12-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

Half happy and half sad..
Don't know going back is a good thing or bad thing??
Anyway i'm paid to go back.
So never mind ya.
Just 2 weeks very fast pass =)

So happy actually going back to the department where I love to work with them.. =D
Never fails to joke together always!!

Hope going back was not a bad one.
Don't think too much ya!!
I going back to help only, shouldn't be very hush too...

4 Jan is my first lesson for ACCA.
Kind of nervous when the time get nearer...
Hope I could cope the 3 papers.
After the first 3 papers I really need a full time ya.
Pray hard everything go smoothly for me..!!

JIA YOU everyone that study or work de.. =)
Let work hard together for better future!
KAMPADA!!!!!!!!!
(errr... i think got spelling error =X )

Suyu

Boring night!!

2009-12-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

It was a week again..
Until now still didn't manage to find a part time job.
=(

Really gone case lo..
Haiz..!
Kind of don't feel like finding and work..
But I have to no matter what..

Tired of this kind of life!!!

Suyu

A kind of not happy!!

2009-12-03T14:55:00.002+08:00

After 3days of leaving JTB, a lot calls has been receiving..
Kanna a bit not happy lo.

Already teach the new staff what have to be do, yet still calling up asking this and that..
I don't get it, why he cant do it lo.
The previous person who teach me do Guide Payroll, only guide me ONE TIME!!
And I can do it the next time myself, why he can't..??
Where all the notes are there.
Zzz!!

When teaching, I'm the one doing so that he can write the note, but yet he want be the one who hand on, so I let him be.
Den yet he doesn't remember anything he did before..

I don't understand where is my teaching matters go wrong or where the hell he don't understand lo..
I fucking not happy where picking up all the calls from him EVERYDAY!!

He is fucking show off and HL that he seem everything knowing.
But when come to do, NOTHING HE KNOW!!!

ARGgggggggggggggggggggggggggg....

I going get mad soon..!!

Although I did agree that you can call me, but I didn't know that, you called me EVERYDAY!!
Asking the same question on Guide Payroll..
DOTS!!!!

I've pass you the whole stack of notes on the step of doing Guide Payroll.
Why can't you just see the fucking step??

ZZZ!!!

I gonna get a part time job and start working IMMEDIATE!!!
Hate picking up his call.
My every teaching you keep say: "OH..... I know how to do liao" .
Den end up after I left, you keep disturbing me..!!!

ARG!!!!!!

Going not balance in my heart soon.

Fuck off..

Suyu

Daniel new toy...

2009-12-02T13:02:00.005+08:00

This Daniel new toy..
Expensive new toy lo..
Hope this will use long na..

So boring at home..
Anyone intro job..??

Suyu ")

1st Day of Jobless Life

2009-12-01T13:47:00.006+08:00

1st Dec,
1st day of jobless life start.

Actually quiet boring staying at home surfing net..
tiring day.
but anyway i already quited.
no more thinking of it..

The last day where out off office, i'm so so freaking rush..
Didn't remember that I want take picture with my colleagues.
=(
End up forgetting everything I want do on my last day.

Haiz..

Never mind la..
Fated to be like that.
Hand over just anyhow do it oso..
zzz

Didn't really had time for myself with my computer the last day =(
SAD!!!!

Anyway ALL IS OVER.......................

No need every morning waking up and drag my body to the toilet and wash up..
At least now I can sleep more longer..
More time on msn, facebook or even cross stitch =)

HAPPY!!!!!!!!

I miss my colleague..
Although sitting in office doing thing that I don't like.
But I still like all colleague over there..
Everyone is so so so good to me..

Treating me like a little gal.
=)

Really BIG THANKS to everyone!!!!!

THANK YOU JTB.

My 21st Party Photo

2009-10-13T21:11:00.017+08:00

3Year 2Mth Anni Dinner =)

2009-10-11T23:30:00.006+08:00

Our 3yr 2mth anni dinner..
Nice food & super nice ice cream.. =)
I like the ice cream very much...!!
Gonna bring my mama go there eat.
=)

Enjoy~~

Radom Picture

2009-09-28T22:39:00.042+08:00

Happy 21st Bithday to ME!!

2009-09-28T22:27:00.001+08:00

Thank to everyone who had came to my party on 19 Sept'09.
I had opened all the present and I like it very much.
Thank to all the present given and "hong bao" received.
I really enjoy myself.

Thanks for all the friends who will always beside me when I'm down.

At the age of 21st, I think I have to grow up liao wor.
No anyhow throwing of attitude.
No gaining more weight. HAHA!!
And la la la..

HAHA!!
Those who know me well will know de ya.

Will upload picture soon!!

Suyu

Boring Saturday!!!

2009-09-26T16:01:00.002+08:00

What a boring Saturday..
zzz

Everyone say want come my hse play. End up when i msg them, all not free...
zzz
Bluff people de..
Haiz..
It damna freaking bored lo.
My Saturday just passed like tt. wth..
zzz

Haiz..
tot got mahjong play, end up oso don have..
sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a boring Saturday!!

All liar...
HUMP!!

Blog Shop

2009-09-21T00:18:00.001+08:00

http://kittyshop2009.blogspot.com/

Take a look and support ya.
Thank you very much.

Anyway I have 2 blog currenly, as sometime might update blog in office.
But can only login wordpress.
Blogger has been lock up by IT.
zzz

2009-08-16T18:55:00.003+08:00

My another post for August..

A very tired life.. I reali dunno how long I can continue like that.. Trying very hard to do everything well, but everything always don't go as the way I think..

Have to look further ahead ba..

Any new job to intro?
Haiz..

I oso dunno I want change job a not.. Although it is tired and low pay, but there people there are good.. Haiz...

Maybe increase-ment of salary will make me feel better ba...?
I reali cannot continue my life like that with this kind of salary..!!
Every month is so tie for me!!!
I have no extra income for thing I want buy..
Have no extra time to do thing which I love to do..
Have no more confident for anything I going to do..
Lost of myself.......
Haiz..

SUYU!!!!!
Where is the strong will in you?
Where has it go to?
Please come back to me.....................

2009-08-09T12:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!!

& HAPPY ANNI to SHIYUN and her BF

plus DANIEL AND ME!! =)
Today our 3rd year anni.
Hmmm..
Times pass real fast ya.
3yr has came.

Thanks for all the patience given from you.
Hope we could walk longer down the journey for life.
Thanks being part of my life.

HAHA!!

So, today National Day you all got go anywhere ma?
Enjoy the long weekwend ya =)

Mapling.....
BYE~

New Monopoly =)

2009-07-26T04:17:00.001+08:00

It has been super long that i didnt update my post..
Hmmm...
Got quite alot of things happening..
New job scope was given to me, quite stress over it..
But i still have to work for $$...
Hope there is increasement... $$$$$$$
If not I don't think I want continue like that..
Haiz..

Let drop is sad case!!!

Today i brought a new Monopoly =)
LOL..
Card-less one..
Hee..

Peisi, Chuakoon, Eric, Daniel and me playing tonight =)
Hmm... I'm not good in playing monopoly lo..
Always the first one bankrupt.
HAHAHAHA!!!

But really fun ya.

They are still playing.. LOL
Dunno who is the BIG WINNER??

OH YA!!!
I taking chalet for my 21st birthday.
Have to host it on 20 Sept.
As my parent going malaysia on my actual day.
Sad... Not celebrating on the actual day.
=(

Some more 1 week early lo..
Haiz..
Nevermind la..

My name list, total came to 70 person.
But don't think all will come.
Some may be working..
But I hope all invited one can come ya.. =)

Looking forward to Sept!!!

=)

Hmmmm...
August arriving soon..
Daniel & me going 3 years liao wor..
That was fast!!

3 years up and down, wanted to thanks him, he was still with me..
Acutally without him, I don't think I will become what I am now..
I would have worst temper and attitude.

HAHA!!

Dunno what special thing I can give to him..
As I don't have much to give him, only my true love ba..
LOL.
Anyway, he accompanied me the most!!

No others know me better than him liao.
Think I can't find such person again liao ba.

I had regretted in my past.
I won't want to repeat it again.
God, please let me pass my life smoothly..

I'll learn as I grow.
Be more patience on more thing..
Must remember whoever had tought me..

Thanks everyone!!!!!!!!!

OH YA! ERIC IS THE BIG WINNER TODAY...

2009-06-25T23:28:00.003+08:00

Freaking damna long didn't blog liao..
haiz..
lazy to upadate..
got lots of research need to do..
haiz..
dunno when can do the thing which i want to try..

jia you ba..
continue walking on.....
zzz

tired of current work..
was in the middle of qutting..
haiz..
dunno..
don wish to talk much..
mayb is i think too much ba..

hope time will pass faster ba..
as i now only 1yr 2mth in the company..
i really dunno wat i doing now is useful a not..
is the 2yr experience useful for next time when i find job??

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stop it..
i don want continue think liao.
let the day pass ba..
if reali cannot take it,
mayb will resign ba..

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

Monday is my BTT.
Now got to revise through liao..
As I have a long break of 1 week..
hee..

okay la,
got to back to revision..
BYE!~
wish me good luck ya..

Suyu ")

2009-06-08T00:09:00.003+08:00

whole day rock at home..
zz quite boring but SAVE $$..
did alot of trail test for my BTT.
got alot qns which don understand de..
sian..

i did some changing on my blog..
haha!!
add in the music player which can put alot songs..
so tt it wont be so bored just stick to one song =)

enjoy ya.
Suyu

2009-05-31T15:15:00.002+08:00

SO BORING!!!!!

nothing to do at home..
no viwawa today..
the server always got problem..
haiz..

hmmm..
mayb later will go suntec with ah ee ba..
go see car =)
LOL

i have book my BTT liao..
hope 1 time pass, don want waste my time take again and again..
will study the whole book =)
hee..
wish me good luck ba..

so far nothing much wanted to do..
just want to save more $$ for my future..
haha!!

okay la..
nothing much to update..
bye~

Suyu

2009-05-17T01:51:00.002+08:00

It has been a super long time I had no blogging liao..
HAHA!!!
Lazy to blog and don't know what to blog also..
Finally it come to mid of May.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDMUND!!!!
Can't get through him, may be out field ba..
Hope could meet him up one day.
Wanted to see him bold so much, but no chance..

Hmmm..
Quiet alot thing had happen in April.
Sad and unhappy or happy de.
All already passed!!
Look forward for better one to come ba!!

I got to save more for study.
Haiz...
Have to cut down all the unnecessary expenses.
And stay at home more, so I can accompany my family and save my $$ for lunch or dinner.
HAHA!!
So clever..

Anyway hope everyone is doing good ya.
JIA YOU in everything you are doing.

OH YA!
29 May to 1 June I going JAPAN!!!!!!
LOL..
Can't wait for the day to come.
As the furthest part I went to is only Hong Kong.
Hope everything will goes smoothly for me ya.

Take good care all my good friends..
Loves you all deep deep...

Suyu ")

2009-05-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

i'm not playing any emo..
pls don anyhow pass the msg ard.
THANK ALOT!!!!

I'M HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW..
I LIKE WHAT I HAVING NOW..
THANKS!!!

Moive Today!!

2009-04-22T00:23:00.003+08:00

Had movie with Daniel after work..
Watch Fast and Farious 4 :)
Hee...
Exciting show..

Had dinner tgt oso..
After moive bus home le..
Nothing much today..

I like the show ya..!!
More movie to watch...

Suyu

BBQ PICTURE!!!

2009-04-19T18:10:00.004+08:00

Another sat..

2009-04-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

Another sat again..
A boring sat again..
I slept the whole afternoon till 8pm den wake up..
As ytd night go sing with eileen, eileen bf, ming, kevin, weien and weicong ba.. (sorry if there's spelling mistake)
Sang the slack the whole night unitl 6am in the morning..
It for fun ya!!

Morning accompany ming back to tampines.
As i need to go the bank there too.. haha!!
So actually is she accompany me la..
Thanks ming!!!

Have some talking with her..
LOL..
secret........
Can't say de..
Anyway, do wat u want to do ya..
Don't let anything to stop you, u can de!
JIA YOU!!!

Sometimes I still thinking, have I reali make the correct decision a not..
But until now, I think i do ba..
Cos we really can't sort out our where our mistake are..
And there really no point to continue le..
I gave up..
Although I'm the one hurt you more..
But I think in future will make you a better person ba..

Don't think abt it le..
Haiz..

Gave a call to weikang..
As in some part of my life, i'm lost..
And I dunno what i should do..
But after the call.. I know le..
Thanks for the advise..

I'll learn..
JIA YOU ya!!

Suyu

My plan...

2009-04-16T01:05:00.002+08:00

I want to go for August NCAP course, after that take practical..
And also referee course and etc and etc and etc..
I didn't know that there will so so so many thing to learn from black onwards..
Got to improve myself ya!
JIA YOU!!

I have to wrok towards my goal and aim.
Please be ard to support me.
And you must continue to improve urself too..
Let JIA YOU ba..
Be a better person and work for future!!

Suyu

SAD SAD SAD!!!

2009-04-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND..
I'M TIRED!!

leave me alone.

Just a day again!!

2009-04-14T01:07:00.002+08:00

A day had passed..
It tiring..
But I just want pass it like that..
Time to polish myself le..
Everything get so rusty..

I WANT TO CHANGE!!!!!!
I MUST CHANGE!!!

I hope, wk will be back.
I hope, I can find back the confident I have in myself..
I hope few years down, I'll be better..

No matter what had happened, I know that, time still move. And I need to look forward only..

Suyu

2009-04-12T00:40:00.004+08:00

YANG SUYU, I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate what i am now......................
I hate everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where is the gal tt blur and loveable?
where is the gal tt doesnt hold so much responsibility on her shoulder??
where is the freedom??????????????
where where where???

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!
FUCK IT!!

BORING SATURDAY!!!!

2009-04-11T15:39:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. A boring saturday again..
I dunno wat I want now oso..
What eric say is right..
No one understand me more than myself..

Currently i can't think of what i want tell him..
No courage to start anything yet..
Am I going to run away from tis problem?
Haiz..
I know I shouldn't and I don't want to..
But currently really dunno where to start the talk..

How. What. Why.
Is there anyone can tell me?
Can be save? or no?
I still want it ma?
Is that what I wanted to be?
What will happen if I give up?
What will I become?

I dunno, I don't want think!
I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suyu

no reason to stay u..

2009-04-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

Morning meet wk, eric, eric gal and dainel go see puppies..
They are very very very cute..
Actually all of the puppies are cute la..

Slept for the whole afternoon, as during weekdays i don have much time for sleeping..
Usually onli 4 to 5hrs of sleeping time..
Very tired.. But i prefer to be like tt..
As I don't have other time to think of the problem which can't be solved..

Haiz..
I reali dunno what i want now..
Lost in passion and relationship..
Feeling started to fade..

Let drop tis notice!
Today weighting, i drop 4kg since new yr.
Hmm.. Hope to drop 10kg more..
I reali need to drop, as i'm reali super overweight..
:(

Jia you ba!!

Suyu

Missing so much!!

2009-04-09T01:57:00.003+08:00

From the day u left, i just realise i miss so so much abt u..
Didn't know it will become like tt..
I started to miss everything from you.
You gave me, my confident to face everything and anything that was tough..
Every advise from you, do keep in my hearts.

I doesn't know why.
Why you can make me always believe in you, respect you and etc and etc..
Times without you around, are getting slower and slower..
Everything changing le, even you..

I wanted to ask you stay, but i cant find any good reason to ask you stay..
I didn't know time passes fast.
And I still at the starting point of the journey onli..
I hope and I wish, the starting point and ending point got you along.
But I think now is impossible le..

Anyway thank you so much.
I reali learn alot throughtout the year..
MISSing YOU....

Suyu

I PASSED!!! :)

2009-04-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

good news and bad news.
but i think i not going say the bad one de.
cos i think i'll tears after writing out..

good news is, i think i pass my grading!!!
cos sir ask me to send him my name in chinese character..
HAHA!!!!!!!

thanks to everyone who give me encouragement ya!!
GREAT THANKS!!

Jason Wedding!!!

2009-03-10T23:12:00.006+08:00

Hair style for the night..
& my "zi lian" photo..
Haha!!
Jason wedding photo will be updated at a later time..
:)
Congrate Jason!!

Suyu ")

I don't feel "I've been respected!!!"

2009-03-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

It might be a post that ppl might not like to hear or see..
You may skip off this post...

Ling asked, you going WeiHao birthday??
Somehow I feel why I should I go where he don't invite me..
I don't feel I have been respected by some of my friends..
Never mind, they don't bother too!!

If they have the heart to msg me,
I'll go down with a present!! 100%
IF NO, please don't ask me go with my tick skin..
I won't do that..

I just felt that,
they don't respect me..

Anyway I won't care or bother whether my birthday ppl do wish a not.
Cos i know that, no ones bother or fuck care about me.
So I won't be a busy body to care about their birthday too..
I'll only wish for those who really wish for me..!!
Nothing to continue, I'll end here.

Suyu

NTU OPEN 2009

2009-03-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

FInally the tournament had ended..
Result was not as good as wat had expected.
But "IT A GREAT JOB" to all fighters..

Don't end it here ya..
There more further down for you to go.
JIA YOU!!!

Result..
Kuma - Bronze
Fazui - Bronze
Ming - Bronze
Jeremy - Silver
Kevin - Gold

CONGRAT!!!!
The rest of the fighter I not sure.
Haha..

ITE JIA YOU!!!!!!

Next tournament is PA.
Looking forward ya..
:)

Anyway I wanna thanks to all the helpers!
Without you all, player might not able be prepared to go in the ring.
And without your help to look after everything.
The whole event might not able to run smoothly..
It a first try for some helpers.
Hope next one will be a better one!!
JIA YOU..

Best regards
Suyu
=)

SWIMMING!!!

2009-02-23T21:00:00.003+08:00

HOHO!!!
today went swimming with daniel..
haha...
both of us dunno how to swim anyway..
just soap at there and do some funny and stupid thing...
haha!!
daniel swim like a doggie swimming like tt..
haha....

den i saw trying do 360 turning kick..
haha!!
damna funny la..
i cant swim at all..
all the while just staying at a corner trying to learn kicking lo..
haha...

hope one day will know how to swim ba..
haha!!
i'll make it evey one week go once..
:)

byebye!!

Suyu =)

2009-02-17T22:14:00.003+08:00

1 month more not updating my blog...
think no one wanna come in oso..
haha!!
anyway it busy recently..
hmm...
not busy, is SUPER BUSY!!!

nothing much to tag...
coming event for this end of Feb..
-NTU open
-NATAS fair
and etc...

haiz...
so so so many work that i cant FINISH!!!!
tired....
everything seem so impt,
cant leave it until next mth or wait for the temp staff to help..
haiz...

hope my pay can faster increase...
basic $1400 is TOO LESS LE!!!!!!
dunno enough for study a not..
haiz...
tried to save alot le...
but i got feeling,
IT STILL NOT ENOUGH!!!!!

HELP!!~~~

falling sick soon, if i continue like tt...
i'm weak!!

Suyu

Siti is SHY!!!

2009-01-14T20:39:00.009+08:00

LOL...
I'll upload the picture of my colleauge..
She recieved flower from her's fren,
but at the point of time where flower were delievered,
me and her was out for dinner..
And she recieved a call from another colleauge saying that got flower for her..
LOL!!
She is so pai sai (shy)..
Enjoy the picture ba..

Suyu ")

2009-01-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

Her size!!!!!!!
Her height.....
Her BIG FOOT!!!!!

(Look at her's foot!! IT LONG ANG BIG!!!)

(She know we taking pic of her lo.. Still can tip toe...)

HAHA....

End of joke...

Suyu ")

2009-01-12T23:19:00.004+08:00

(she oso got an irritating size!!!!!)

Today will post about my ACCOUNTANT AGAIN!!!!

I gave her 3 stack of different doc with seperate string for 3 diff department.
Before I left the table I told her, for 3 department de..
I dunno whether she heard a not..
I just ignore her la..

Cos I know she purposely ignore what I had said oso..
I gave her in the morning lo...

Den around late afternoon..
I wanted to add in more doc to one of the department.
Den I went straight to the department and ask, they say they never recieved anything today lo..
WOW KAO!!!

From the words from them, in my heart I know that,

MY ACCOUTANT SHOULD HAD MISPLACE TO ANOTHER DEPARTMENT AGAIN!!!!!

I went to look around,

one glance far far away,

I saw the stack was at another department!!!

FIRE UP!!!!!!

I took the stack immediate and walk to find my ACCOUNTANT.
She give me that kind of "I dunno" look..
WOW KAO!!!!

Give excuss that she never saw and never sign..

BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!

Please la..

Everything you do wrong always give excusses...

When we do wrong le...

What she said...??

Wat a F _ _ _ E R!!!

ACOUNTANT, WHAT YOU DO GOD IS SEEING HOR!!!

YOU BETTER STOP TELLING LIES IF NOT YOU GO TO HELL BUT NOT HEAVEN... AND I CAN CONFIRM THAT YOU WILL SURE GO TO HELL!!!!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suyu

2009-01-10T01:36:00.003+08:00

Jan 2009 Grading,

Went to do helper early in the morning...
zzz
It was tiring but nice experience..

Anyway result was good ya!!
Not that bad as the previous previous time de.. ")
Haha!!!
Wait 2 weeks later for result ba..!!

Anyway NTU open coming le..
But I was unable to go, as I'm working for NATAS fair..
Do come down @ expo on 27 Feb to 1 Mar 09..

Okay la..
Update some pic taken on that day..
")

More pic @ http://ignitetkd2oo8.blogspot.com/

Suyu ")

2009-01-10T01:17:00.003+08:00

I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is the first side when you saw this paper??

Form a primary school kids??

Or WHAT??

Let me tell you, ITS FROM MY ACCOUNTANT!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!

SHE GOT THE FACE THAT, SEE LIAO WANNA TO BOX HER OR KICK HER OFF!!!!!

(the one in white shirt)

YOU CAN'T BELIEVE SHE IS AN ACCOUNTANT!!!!

Suyu

2009-01-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

Tml is NTU open selection for ITE..
After work going down lo...
I think as my standard now is sux lo..
Hope don get injure can liao..
Okay la, going to sleep le..
If not tml become dead meat!!

Anyway i'll update JTB ACCOUNTANT picture tml or weekend..
She is a freak la..
Got a face that when you see liao,
you wanna slap and box HER!!!

Anyway I HATE HER ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE!!

Suyu ")

Missin the pass....

2009-01-03T21:39:00.008+08:00

2009-01-03T20:49:00.003+08:00

What a boring Saturday...
zzz
Nothing much to do, so I had updated a tag board and song into my blog..
I think using layout is easy than template lo..
Anyway I'm a noob in blog la..
Haha!!

Daniel went to work le..
Now only me at his house..
So boring!!
Surf and msn about 2 hrs plus liao lo..

Now trying to update something here ba.

Afternoon went to Tao Payoh see Fabian and WeiKang grading..
Hmmm...
Alot brown 1 go for grading lo..
Haiz..
Sir ask me go grading again..
I don't think I can make it lo..

As I had stop training for don't know how many months le..
See how ba!!
I don't want to waste my money go there and fail..

Get some song from wk, now listening lo..
As I'M SUPER BORED!!!!
It kills me lo..

Haiz...
Nothing much to tag liao..
Signing off le..
Byebye!!

Suyu ")

2009-01-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

Haha!! Some picture for u all to view...

If not too plain for my blog..

Logging off soon..

Byebye!!!

Suyu ")

2009-01-01T03:26:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES, FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!!!
BLESS THEM BLESS THEM FOR 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-01T03:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

This is my first blog for 2009...
HAHA!!!
When out count down tgt with Eileen, ShengLong, Jeremy and Daniel.. =)
Quiet fun ya...

Just back from "dim sum" with ShengLong, Jeremy and Daniel..
Eileen took bus home after count down, as her mum don allow her to stay outside over night..
That too bad =(
HAHA!!!
We had taken very nice "dim sum" wor...
LOL!!

After finish "dim sum" we called eileen, tot she home and forgotten to msg us.
Den when we called her, SHE STILL ON THE BUS SIA!!!!!
OH MY GOD...
It more than 1hr 30min le..
She still not home lo...
Poor Eileen....

LOL!!!
OKay la...

Hope everyone had enjoyed the count down..
Jia You YA!!!!
Let welcome 2009 ya.....!!

Suyu ")

2008-12-27T13:53:00.002+08:00

Currently no pic for my slide show..
Will do it when I got time ya..
:)
HAHA!!!

I going back home to celebrate belated christmas with family..
Got to go ya!!!
Byebye....

Suyu ")

Christmas Day!!!

2008-12-27T05:11:00.005+08:00

Can't sleep at the moment, i think i'll talk about what i do on christmas day ba..

Celebration @ Manager Val house!!!

Early in the morning 9 plus meet my colleauge Siti, @ Jurong East.
Going in JB by her's friend car.. :)
Haha!!!
Thanks thanks ya..

Reach JB around 10am or 11am ba..
Had our lunch @ City Square de food court. Haha!!!
We are crazy ya.. :)

After lunch time, we had crazy-ly shop for 3 to 4 hrs NON STOP I think..
LOL..
Shop and crap all the while..
Shi Wei picking us up @ 3pm.
Before that we did call him and say meet 3pm @ MAC.
But didn't saw him..
So we decided to call him..
LOL..
Funny is, both of us are singapore line with NO auto roaming..
Know what??
We actually walk out of City Square and get Sing line to call him..
LOL...!!

Is like 2 idiots walking here and there to get Sing line only..
HAHA!!!!

After met Shiwei, he said he haven't get the christmas hamper for Val..
GOD!!!! Last minute again.....
So we oso last minute find ways out to make a hamper out too...
LOL...!!!
We buy box, instead of basket.

Went to some sort of market like Singapore de NTUC la..
Haha!! Grap so cheapo and wrap it ourself :)
Cool right????
Thanks to Shiwei ar...!!!

Went to Siti house after getting all the hamper stuff...
And wrap it with our creative.. :)
Wow OH!!!
LOL...

So panic and sweated lo!!
But it was fun la.. 3 of us just anyhow la..
HAHA!!!
After done with the hamper we going off to VAL house!!!!!
HOHOHO.....

Nap on his car as I got very tired after long hours of shopping and crap..
Very fast we reach her house already... :)
Once reach, it was WOW!!!!!!!
So big lo..
How I wish in Singapore I can stay in this kind of house lo..
Val bring us around her house and then we start eat the food =>
YUMMY YUMMY!!!!

Best part come le....
WOW OH!!!!
After finish the food, Val serve us to drink le..
Siti drink packet drink.. :) hee!!!

1st cup I remember I got bourbon with 7 up.. (she give me very light only)
See me small...
Shiwei one quiet tick de lo...

2nd cup, forogtten what the name, but is Val favourite..
Give me light oso... :(
BUT IT DAMNA NOT NICE!!!!
EEE YERK!!!
Shiwei and me don't like tt... HAHA!!! And shiwei one is super strong lo...
Is like pure lo.. What the......... HAHA!!!

3rd cup, Shiwei got Voka but i requested Martell..
HAHA!!! with ice only ")
My favourite YA...

4th cup, Shiwei got Martell and I got Champion (i think spelling not right) I think... HAHA!!!
Actually I had lost count how much I have already..
HAHA!!!
Val keep serving and we just drink...

5th.....

6th.......

7th..........

beer ar, wine ar, champion ar, hard liquar ar...
ALOT LA!!!

ALL VERY HAPPENING LO!!!
I don't how to write out everything.. But I really enjoyed and wanted to have it again...!!
Damna HIGH de!!!
WOW OH!!!

Anyway, at the end of the party. Shiwei was drunk and unable to send Siti and me back to Custom. So I think is Val uncle drive us there ba.. I'm a little bit giddy already, but Shiwei is totally shag out.. HAHA!!!

IT WAS FUN YA!!!!!! COUNT DOWN COUNT DOWN!!!! I WANNA GO HAP!!!! HEEEEE :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!

2008-12-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

test test...
redo a simple blog..
will try update more..
take care friends & Merry Christmas!!

Suyu ")